where to even start. my life is something that.. i'm not really sure what to assess it as... but.. it is what it is and its highly copeable and much more satisfying. i never feel that "crave" for something else... every once in a while i feel a little melancholy.. but mostly.. i'm good. i can't wait to move somewhere that feels good. i can't stand ( Read more... )

i think i've been lucky. my life has recently been full of love and passion. full of feelings of uncertainty and questions about what lies ahead 3 years and 3 minutes. the idea that i'm so close with another human being, especially a 22 year old guy, is pretty outrageous. it was like one day i lived a certain way and then the next day everything ( Read more... )

i'd like to make something clear -- i liked him before anyone else did, before he was good. granted, better girls than me want him now.. but still.. i should count for something right? whatever.. i'm not gonna compeat for some guy that turned out badly last time we tried it.. but.. theres something so appealing about him :[ .. now i'm just kinda ( Read more... )

today was my first day of classes. college math & stats is fucking boring.. but i expected that.. lol.. i just hope i dont faill.. math has always been so hard for me and i just dont wanna get too behind or confused or anything.. so i'm trying to focus but its damn difficult. i think i'll manage to get it together though.. then tonight i had my ( Read more... )

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i'm excited for autumn. its always been my favorite season.

lit paper i guess.

I'm gonna try to get this thing going again ( Read more... )

so for a few days.. actually a whole week.. the previous entry was complete bull.. but now.. i mean it again.

why so many ups and downs? why can't we just be together? why do the "scheduling gods" keep us apart by mere half an hours? the old-esque me would probably just believe that it's not meant to be and if it were, it would just happen. but i ( Read more... )

its official.

i have a big time crush on a boy who :::

• fumbles with his words
• slaps other guys asses
• is a complete jock
• and is an artist also
• has the cutest smile, ever.

hmmph.

i kinda just want to watch Felicity & Sex and the City re-runs for like 3 days straight.

my sunday is already booked up with things i dont want to do.

ergh.

give me back the last 48 hours, please?

actually, i'd also like my dignity back.. and my sanity, if i ever had that.