last night turned out to be a bust (i guess)

i'm thinking that this whole thing is just like every guy i've ecountered and i'm not desireable and he's never going to make a move because he doesn't want me. or maybe "he's shy about it".. yeah.. i'm not sure if my dad feels simply sorry for me or if it was real advice. i mean my brother did say " ( Read more... )

i will hate your girl. but i wont tell you that she's real pretty.

dont fucking tell me that this is going to happen a-fucking-gain.

yeah. i'm a little bit mad.

just call me Duckie.

because that's all I'll ever be to any boy. anywhere, across the whole god damn world.

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my head is in a dream. its obvious by the way i look at you.

every once in a while you forget the emotional effect music has over you. its makes you gutsy. a little more flushed. maybe thats why movies always have perfect background music.

dont you ever wish songs were playing in the background as we go through these extraordinary motions and not ( Read more... )

I think i have that thing called "the general horn" however.. its not too too bad, yet.

i'm getting my hair done in a week or so.. cannot wait.. its gonna be suh-well.

i love The Academy Is.... aaaaye lot.

i was thinking today that loneliness leads to insanity. if you think about it, most of the people who have had severe mental problems have been ( Read more... )

christmas season is fast approaching, and i'm really excited.

i've decided to officially do something about my ongoing struggle with weight. i just want to feel good about me.. and i think thats uber important.

i can drive by myself in 7 days.. freeedom

In A Way - Hanson

this song is amazing.. the lyrics are incredible & Zac's voice is so passionate when this is sung. read them

On the third floor of the hotel
There's a pregnant Flamenco dancer
In the bathtub with a razor
And she's planning a great escape
But in a way she's giving up on herself
But either way she's giving up some of herself

But in ( Read more... )

i'm so over you. and i knew i would be. you're not the one i wanted. i fooled myself to be into you. and that's the worst thing that i could do.

i miss the old FOB cd.. it makes me so happy

Hanson concert in 2 days.. i cannot wait.

your perfect smile is overrated

things are going about as great as anyone could expect.

aka. shit-tay

i'm thinking that love isn't meant for me.

and thats not for pity.. its fo' real.

i dont think i could ever be a nun though. i'll probably be heartless by 40 and fucking for the hell of it.

in more aesthetic news... I'm thinking of chopping my hair off ( Read more... )

you can try the best you can.. and the best you can is good enough