slow down my beating heart. so some new develoments have uhh... developed? well kind of ish.. i like to think so anyways. i dont think you'll ever really know me.. but thats ok

i have a million things i want to say to him.. but i'm basically lost whenever he comes near. all senses just seem to focus on those eyelashes. oh dear

      and if i could, i'd tell you that you're the loveliest thing i've come across in quite some time.

i wonder if he & i have it?

this time next week things could be completely different. but i'd venture to say that they'll be the same only me being a little less optomistic.

i love the color jade.

i hate to say it.. but friends have just been disappointing me in general lately. with decisions, with words and actions. i dunno who to side with. or what to believe. but i almost ( Read more... )

                       i die trying just to keep myself from kissing you

susa and i are talking about our past loves.. and how its almost impossible to say no to them. are second chances worth it? can you really put your heart out on the line again? i feel stupid because it seems like people have suffered a bigger heartbreak than me.. but i'm not ( Read more... )

you can take everything i own.

please just leave that boy alone.

i wanna be so many things that i can't remember who i am anymore.

everything is changing. and i find it to be rather exciting.

i have a 3 page essay to do this weekend on The Picture of Dorian Gray.. if anyone has certain feeling on the book and the IDENTITY issue.. lemme know.. we'll talk about it.. might help me out with the paper.

this is pretty corny but i wrote this list of goals like in the middle of july ( Read more... )

wanna hear something geeky?

sure you do.. no one reads this.. maybe thats why i like writing real isssh in herre.

i'm excited for school this year. yep, me.. the person who notoriously hates school. but i'm really looking forward to it. i'm going to be busy. i have 2 jobs.. acme .. and then shampoo girl at a salon (i hope this means a discount) on ( Read more... )

my hopes are high and my heart is heavy. i'm just hoping that you feel it too

i dont wanna come back down from this cloud. [bush] can't you just hear this song playing during an episode of My So-Called Life? I've had the cd forever.. but I was listening to the radio the other day and it came on. I forgot how much I love it. How much this Gavin ( Read more... )

i wanna wake up naked next to you,  kissing the curve in your clavicle. cha.

it feels like sunday to me.. even though its saturday. i hate that.

just be in love. and i'll kiss you live you've always wanted

hoookay. it's time to do something that amounts to something.

later gators

amy