things suck lately. i don't know what to do anymore.

so even though i now have a license.... i still don't think i want to go out. i don't know... it just seems so pointless. i'd rather sit home alone on a friday night than go out to a bar with a bunch of drunk people. but anyway... last night sucked. i'm bored.

so yesterday was really fun... well for the most part. had that annoying loser not been with us, i would have been much happier. it just sucks that i got so sunburnt. i look like a crawfish... seriously. haha.

today i'm going tubing with tiffany... fun! it's just going to be a little weird because the only time i've been tubing is with jeremy. oh well... that's not stopping me. i just want her to hurry up and call!!! ahh, i'm ready to go. i just hope i don't get sunburnt.

so im finally home.. i have orientation next week... school starts on the 12th, im excited. mom is cooking real food, im so happy... and i dont feel like typing.

so about yesterday. i overreacted... jeremy was tired and busy and drinking, so why did i throw a fit? because i just wanted to talk to him for more than 30 seconds. and i finally did... he called and calmed me down. he didnt realize how upset it made me. then this morning he called to tell me that he loved me and to have a good day... that made my ( Read more... )

so.. i dont know what to think. he says one thing and does another... why cant he just do was he says or say what he does? im so confused.... and there is so much drama. but im not giving up... i still care too much. and i want to be with him... i just wish he would make a little sense sometimes. ugh... but i love him.

so my cousin is a huge whore and i cant stand her.... but i get to pretend like i like her ALL next week. fun... oh and she 'needs' jeremy to pick her up from the airport... hah.

so hes amazing... for a little while earlier this week i wasnt sure what was going to happen... all i knew was that i didnt want things to be over, not even for just a little while. all i wanted to be able to with him as much as possible before he left. but now things are better... and i know that he loves me and everything will be alright when hes ( Read more... )

so... the birthday was sweet. me and jeremy had the best time.... we went to hooters. it was nice. he bought me a tulip plant for valentines day and thats just the coolest thing ever! i love him... and our relationship is amazing these days... im so happy. apparently i got accepted to lsu... never officially got a letter but on my orientation ( Read more... )