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i just want everything to be ok. last night, for the first time in a while, i finally felt like things would really be ok. im trying o hard to not talk about our relastionship to anyone else... espcially jamie, but its so hard when she asks. what am i supposed to do? and now i dont have a phone. its going to be even harder to talk to him... and ( Read more... )

my life is a roller coaster... its constantly going up and down, up and down. just when things start to get back up life throws me through a loop.. its horrible. but im finally learning how to just go with things and how to keep my mouth shut. everything is going back to being normal and happy... jeremy and i have our bad times but we have a ( Read more... )

jeremy is on his way here! how exciting... i finally get to see him and his tattoo... ive missed him sooo much.

although i have read this before... its really important at this moment... i stole it from marley's lj and to use her words 'its amazingly true ( Read more... )

im still so confused.... STOP OVERANALYZING THINGS BROOKE!
this is beginning to get ridiculous. why cant i just let it go? i wish i was more self confident... but im not. oh well, time for bed soon. well time to lie down until my love calls.

'oh you added your ex girlfriend. thats so cute' yeah and im sure he didnt even correct her and say 'girlfriend, were back together' and that hurts.... it really hurts. the whole shannon situation still bothers me. its like he went off, dated this chick... things didnt work out so he just comes back to me... and yes i want to be with him and yes i ( Read more... )

so thus far my day has been nice. i got a wake up call from jeremy this morning... it made me smile. that put me in a good mood for the rest of the day. then i went to school and it was boring. im finally catching up on all my work though. so thats good. missing those days last week really threw everything off. but i finally got to talk to amber ( Read more... )

im doing homework... its boring boring boring. jeremy thinks ive turned into the stereotypical teenager. he says i used to be cool like him but since school started again im gay now. haha. i dont mean to change. i actually dont even realize that i am. oh well. i cant wait to see him. although i have to wait until saturday because hes going to a ( Read more... )

so once again, here i am. sitting at jeremys while hes at work. my dad was supposed to be here early today but he didnt get here until 11 something.. ha, yeah thats really early. aunt cheryl wants me to go home tonight, but i dont think that i want to. hmm... i dont know. i want to spend one last night with jeremy before i have to go back to school ( Read more... )