well, well, well. im at jeremys right now. i have been since summer school ended. its been fun. surprisingly we haven't gotten into any fights. i think were finally starting to understand one another more. right now i dont think i could be happier with him or with our relationship. everything is going so well. right now hes at work. he started ( Read more... )

so here i am... sitting at jeremys while i wait for him to get home from work. itll be at least another 3 hours. what will i do until then? im bored, i just got out the shower. i might clean his room.. thats what nice girlfriends do. but i dont know if i feel like it. i wish i have someone to talk to or i wish i could make the tv work.. its being ( Read more... )

myspace is down... how annoying. i have to leave or school in like 5 or 10 minutes. this is my last day!! last night i went to jeremy's... it was ok. poor dear was so tired. he fell asleep while we were watching coach carter. that movie is sooo long... or maybe i just have an extremely short attention span. i dont know... i love that boy so much. ( Read more... )

i just got in from shopping and im about to pack. im finally moving back home!! yay! the only downside to all this, no computer! that sucks majorly but oh well, ill live. ive gone without before. oh and i also wont be able to go to jeremys like everyday after school. but maybe thats a good thing. we all remember what happened last time we spent too ( Read more... )

im starting to get fat. someone needs to remind me that everyday so ill get off my fatass and exercise. i need to quit eating such unhealthy junk.... i feel terrible about myself. i wish i weighed 111 pounds again. that would be great. i only have to lose 8 pounds. cant be too hard right?

blah blah blah.... another boring day at school. only 1 full day and 2 half days left!! yay. jj was supposed to come see me today but that loser never did. he sucks! anyway, im bored. jeremy is at od's and hes supposed to call me later. but im not sure if he will because hell probably be drunk. oh well. ill live. i get to eat pizza tomorrow in ( Read more... )

so saturday night jeremy and i had the most amazing conversation. the one weve needed to have for a long time. its like all ive dreamed of and so much more. i really do love him so much. i just dont have any other way to put it. hes the best thing in my life right now, and im so happy that i have him. but for now i need to go brush my teeht, its ( Read more... )

blah blah blah... im so bored. im sitting here watching 8 mile (there is nothing better on tv) and drinking some incredibly nasty lemonade. its making my throat burn. but im so thirsty. i hope i actually buy some school clothes tomorrow. its going to suck if its like it was today. i just hope it isnt. hopefully shell just hand me the card and give ( Read more... )

all day, all i wanted to do was get home and go see jeremy. but no, we had to spend a billion hours in baton rouge and all i got out of the whole ordeal was some shoes. they were cute, dont get me wrong... but i would have been a lot happier sitting here waiting for jeremy to get home. hes working again and i love it. i like it so much when he ( Read more... )

so, i think this is the first time that ive been here on a friday morning. jeremy is at work right now and i just cant wait for him to get home. then i shall go over to his house. i wish i could stay over, i miss waking up next to him. its amazing. i havent done that in 2 weeks. hmmhp, how sad. im so happy that we are getting along again. its ( Read more... )