Oh man! I'm getting jitters! I start school next week! I thought it was gonna be Monday, but I guess I'm starting on Tuesday. Silly leap year. I can't wait to start meeting new people. I love Laura and Keshia, and their friends aren't that bad. I just want my own ( Read more... )

It's occurred to me that I've posted in the last half hour, but I have other things to say ( Read more... )

I think I may have a mild allergy to ethanol. I've noticed for years now that I always found myself more attractive the morning after drinking. Mostly it's my lips. They;re a little itchy, but they have always seemed fuller and pinker the next day. Maybe the same day as well, I just don't tend to look at myself while drinking. I did tonight. As far ( Read more... )

I'm still suffering a little from culture shock. It's always warm here and I continuously forget about the sales tax. I suppose it's not actually warm, but it was -50 when I left Fairbanks. It also keeps snowing here, and then it's gone the next day. The grass is green and the trees are barren. It's driving me a little bonkers ( Read more... )

I recently moved. I'm finally doing something with my life. At least trying to. I'm staying with Laura in Coeur d'Alene. At some point yesterday, the girl that's staying with us(a friend of a friend)decided to clean up a bit. The only mail I get here has been either bills or things I need to go to school. I don't have any junk mail yet. So in her ( Read more... )

I went to Cuda's tonight. Glad I did...kinda. I was gonna go to the Round Up tomorrow for karaoke, but apparently their system's been fried. Lucky for me and Lisa, there was karaoke going on at Cuda's ( Read more... )

I just worked at the fair for the last nine days straight. It was horrid and amazing at the same time. I got in for free and was working the morning shift when nobody worth talking to was there, but then I didn't get a day off so my sleepy time has been a mess. Also, people are assholes. Anyways, I've been averaging about 5 hours a night. I should ( Read more... )

I got fired. My boss hated me. I worked the one day and it took her two days to get back to me for scheduling purposes. Rather than telling me when I come in next, she said I wasn't "customer oriented enough" and she was gonna have to let me go. At the end of the year that's just one more document I'll have to file for taxes. Booty. Anyways, the ( Read more... )

I think Ricky may be just as obsessed with me as I with him. It's pretty awesome. I wonder the state of his virginity. I'm into him, if he is and wants to take things slow I'm totally down. I have my suspicions that he is. I don't know if I want to ask about it. Thing about male ego or something. If not, then frikkin' sweet ( Read more... )

I have just come to the conclusion that relationships scare the crap outta me. I haven't had a real one since Mark. I'm too scared to be open with people. I've tried, but after about a month with them I take off running. I miss what I had with Robert. I also never wanna feel like I did when it was over.

I'm such a coward.