To hate is to be juvenile, no? At least that's the way I see it. What good comes of hating people who have done you wrong? Nothing. It doesn't make them stop. It doesn't make them change. On the same token, what good comes of forgiving people who have done you wrong? The self-satisfaction that you are the better person? What if you factor into that ( Read more... )

I used to love smiling. I used to love flashing it for the camera. I used to love the warm and fuzzy feeling I got when I smiled at someone I cared about, whether just a friend or a guy. When I smile, like when I really smile, my eyes crinkle up, my nose might crinkle up too, and I can't stop it even if I want to. And the thing that I have been ( Read more... )

"I'll feel worse with bad grades AND a broken heart."

No matter what I do or how I try, I can't go to bed before midnight on Monday night.

Things are looking up for me (maybe)... I mayyyyyyyy be staying on campus this summer, but it is more likely at this point that I am just going home.

*sigh*

Inc's 20th Anniversary Show was good... I only stayed for the first hour, I think... and I had to sit on my feet to be able to see ( Read more... )

Santa Fe was fun last night... I scored a t-shirt and a "brew" (hahaha) from the coolest guy of life. I got back pretty late but then stayed up yammering my butt off (no, not to myself ( Read more... )

I have gotten a lot of work done tonight.

And despite that, I'm still angry... totally swamped in work!

To top it off, I think I got allergies this year. Asshole.

I went to the UMSO concert AND the Inc. show last night because I am super-fabulous and wanted in many places at the same time. Haha, no really, but they were both awesome. I listened to the Haydn and decided that brass instruments really aren't that bad. And the Mahler Symphony was really good, but I left halfway through so that I could see Inc. I ( Read more... )

I spent the last week in NYC with 9 crazy people at a hostel in the Upper West Side, and we worked with God's Love We Deliver most of the week to prepare and deliver food to AIDS and cancer patients ( Read more... )

It is really funny how one VERY small moment in your life, something someone says or does, something you notice peripherally, or something you usually wouldn't give a second thought about, can change your whole perspective on something, anything, some topic in your life. I realized that today. For years, I had held a pretty steadfast opinion on ( Read more... )