I DON'T FEEL ALIVE

It's times like these that make it so hard for me to believe you care as you say you do.

Things aren't working out as they are supposed to.

Carrie came to visit me!!!! I had sooo much fun with her. I miss her terribly already. (she left yesterday) Though there isn't much to do out here we had a blast. There was a lot of drinking, laughing, crying, and some really great talks. We are broke as hell now. We planned a trip to New York in the following year. That will most likely ( Read more... )

I had seven faces ( Read more... )

I find that I can no longer formulate the words to express all of my disappointment and sadness.....Fuck you world!

all the things i tried to tell you ( Read more... )

and the top 10 reasons it pisses me off. These aren't in any order and are about typical porn ( Read more... )

Matthew and I took a very short trip to Lawrence to see the Distillers. It was really good to see Ryan again. I haven't seen him for 2 years. I miss him. I guess Brody thanked us on stage for driving so far, but I didn't hear her. That's soooo sweet though. She's a total doll ( Read more... )

WTF!?! If you read the last entry you'd know why I left the windows open when I went to bed, thus all outside noises were amplified as if through some speakerbox. I was awoken by these ungodly, extremely loud pounding sounds. It seriously sounded like someone was chopping holes in our house. Our landlord always has some crackhead, who he hires ( Read more... )

It feels like hell in this house. Some evil blazing hellpit inferno has charred what used to be my house. I just baked Matthew butterscotch brownies and butterscotch hot fudge sundae cake so it's like a billion degrees in the house even though the windows are open.

*sweats*

I think I'm gonna go stick my head in the freezer.