Well well well. I cant figure out if Im a shitty person, or if I just have really shitty luck. Seems that nothing can go too easy for me. There are many things that are bad for me right now, so Ill just go in order ( Read more... )

Shit, I can not wait for school to start. I am so sick of summer! Of course, Im not sick of the lovely weather, but just the boredom of summertime is getting to me. No one is around (either in their hometowns or working all the time!) Of course if no one is around it means no big parties. Not that it matters because Im working all the damn time. ( Read more... )

I feel so extremely disconnected from my life right now. Its as if I have absolutely no control over it and Im just riding it out. Maybe Im feeling a little dazed because its 3 in the morning after a night of work/a few beers after work ( Read more... )

The concept of best friends. Just think about it. All throughout my childhood I had a "best friend". The one I hung out with the most, the one I told all my secrets to, the one I laughed with the most, the one I had the most in common with. As I grew up best friends came and went. Usually it wasn't long before someone else moved into the spot of " ( Read more... )

Summer is just not summer anymore. Its not a 3 month long vacation like it used to be when I was still in school. Now 3 months off from school means I can work more. What sucks so much about my schedule is that I barely have enough time to get anything done before work. I havent gone to the gym since last week, and even last week I only went once ( Read more... )

I would have to say that Samantha Brown from The Travel Channel has the best fucking job in the world. She goes to amazing hotels, stays in the best rooms, eats the best food, gets all the massages she wants, and in every scene she has some kind of alcoholic beverage in her hand! How do you get a job like that? Seriously. Shes a fucking lush. But ( Read more... )

I really wanted to go out and do something tonight after I got out of work. So what if I get out at midnight? The night is still young.
Where are all my friends, and why havent I heard from them? Im really sick of being the one to make the phone calls. Why doesnt my phone ever ring? I didnt buy those ringtones for no damn reason.

On Friday I was on my way to work, but decided it would be best to get gas in the daylight instead of after I got out of work at midnight. Reason being is that my work uniform is slightly provocative and being dressed like that while alone at night is just not the best idea ( Read more... )

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Its like I have so much to say, but when I attempt to say it, it doesnt make sense. Maybe it makes sense, but I just feel like no one really cares anyway. Yet for some reason I still write in this stupid thing ( Read more... )