So, about exactly 1 week after we broke up, me and Katie finally had a long talk, about our relationship, about what happened, why it went sour, and, most importantly, how we felt now and where we should go from here ( Read more... )

So it's been an interesting last couple of days. I've pretty much spent the entire time working, because I feel better when I'm too busy to think about anything. (I've prepped and painted the hallway in my Mom's house. It looks REALLY good.) It's not so bad, except this vacation was SUPPOSED to be fun, and well, various things happened before ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a lot better now.

Please don't worry about me. I think I'm going to go back and forth between depression and acceptance for a while now, but, I'll be ok in the end. I always am, more or less.

Becky: I'm going to be in town till the 26th. If you're serious about hanging out, lemme know, ok. You remember the number, I hope?

Anyone who read the last entry and thought "oh, he's taking it well". No. I was really fooling myself and/or in shock ( Read more... )

Katie broke up with me today ( Read more... )

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sometimes you just screw up with the best of intentions.

Alright, now I said I was going to post a link to something cool today... let's see here. here we go. A freaking moon base ( Read more... )

Ok... I think I'm pretty much over that now. It's been... a long time, since I felt depressed like that. I think probably not since before I moved. Sure, I've been lonely, but I haven't gotten to the point where I'm having panic attacks (maybe.. I don't really know what entails a panic attack, but I felt pretty panicky, and for no reason, so I'm ( Read more... )

Today was the end of classes, and I got all of my homework finished.  Now I just have two more exams to study for, but I'm not worried.  I put in an application for a small loan, just in case, but it turns out my mom didn't forget the papers after all and they're on their way. (hooray!)  I feel really bad now for doubting her.  I mean, it did take ( Read more... )