I so wish i didn't miss him! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I hate all these games.......teling me he still loves me and wants to work things out then nothing!!!!!rghhh just fucking ring!

    That's really how i feel.... He text me tuesday night telling me he missed me then he rang me and we spoke on the phone for ages and he told me how he felt etc....that he made a mistake and royally fucked things up and that he realised this new life he made for himself wasn't all it was cracked up to be and that he wanted to be with me and ( Read more... )

I know i shouldn't have but i text him.......i text him after a few drinks on sunday night telling him how i wish i didn't feel and then i told him he was lucky because he got to make all the decisions.....i think that probably made him mad....i told him i was sad too. I haven't heard from him since, i text him last night saying i missed him but ( Read more... )

I miss him and love him and i can't tell him.........so much has happened.......he believes he hasn't done anything wrong ( Read more... )

So many questions? Not enough answers ( Read more... )

Suppose to be seeing him tonight, do i just blurt out everything all my feelings so he knows or do i keep it all in and hope he gets better.... i just don't know. I feel so shit all the time...my hair is even faling out ( Read more... )

Hmm...things are ok...just wish he would make more of an effort to call or text....nothing........arghhhhhhh he won't even say hello on msn. I feel worthless like i'm not good enough for him constantly worrying if i'm enough for him. arghhhhhhhhhhhhh we were suppose to be going to Ireland this morning and he couldn't even be bothered to text or ( Read more... )

Went out last night, it was good while it lasted...it took my mind off things, i still managed to call him a hundred times. He's having a bad day today feeling really low and talked about self medication- i hope to god he doesn't go down that road! I miss him so badly, I want my baby back ( Read more... )

Even though we talked and sorted stuff out last night and he even gave me a kiss I still feel unsure as to what to do...I want Nathan back so bad.... I want to help him...but he doesn't really want me there....not much anyway. I feel like I need to win him back but he doesn't want sex or anything like that not that's the only way to win him back ( Read more... )

I feel sick... i don't know what to do...i want to help him but feel so hurt, here come the tears.......was it him? did he just want to get away from me? having a mail from here telling me to walk away and stuff really hurt...i don't really know if it was him in that relationship or him being someone else...all i know is that i'm very hurt and feel ( Read more... )