hello world,long time since i've written on this thing,uhhh i moved to miami working in this gnarly ass resturaunt,thats really about it i miss matt i think thats it

im head chef now 60 grand a year,oyea im getting married

Claudia your a fucking cunt and i hope u get cancer and die. You dumb,dumb immature little son of a bitch, oh and don't be mad that she doesn't have a gut and can bend over freely.

went to les halles finally with a awesome pastry chef who stole a les halles chef coat for me,and i quit my shitty job its crunch time and once again im on top of the world

my friend mark had a massive heart attack today ...

lifes been interesting lately i relized this the other day at my new job as a grade mager chef its about 8:30 in the moring and i find my self eating amazing bread with fresh cut bacon and melted brie,while i was deeping it into a french onion soup broth that life isnt all bad for the first time i was happy i love this job i got, i have control ( Read more... )

these past 2 days is shit movies or really crappy videos are made of involving sex in walk ins,so many kinds of drugs coming in and out of people booze out the ass fist fights ,and being for a whole night in west palm being drunk and high off your ass,hopefully saraw got home alright

its amazing how ,a few words can completely change the mood in someone,even if your pointing out something someone said ,not even trying to hurt or make them feel awkward.nothing has really been the same for the past few months i dont like the person im turning into its like what i posted earlier im just waiting for whatever it is to rear its ugly ( Read more... )

i think im losing my grip its im no longer in control,i find myself going ever more spite,mean,rude and mean towards,like theres something in me wanting to get and make everyone and myself miserebe,but i dont seem to in counter this when im at act i feel nothing just want to cook for people i have never met and make the enjoy what i give them.its ( Read more... )

so much is on my mind right i think im gonna explode,ever find yourself wondering how the fuck did i end up hear,or how did i get to this point i find myself wondering that in every point of my life,on the other hand at least i got matt