fduhf

okay alot of shit has happened within 1 month 1st lost my job,second now im losing my house.so my room mate turns out to be not such a nice person after all.second i cant have this rent party at my house i had to move it to my friend daneis house its funny i cant have a rent party at the house im suppose to be saving,anyway its now at dan's house.i ( Read more... )

frist u need to learn to keep work and personal life seperate and dont ever merge the two,second off if im annoyed at work dont take it personally and dont blow things out of propotion,if u were just to back off for like 3 mins. i'd be fine

i lost the one thing i thought we both enjoyed instead i was made to feel like a idiot and so many horrible have ran thru my head,for the first ever i doubted us

im alomst 20 and i have done nothing with my life and that really depresses me, i would have thought by now i would have i guess "became something".i dunno i just feel like i wasted my life up until now,dont get me wrong im doing good i have a girl thats crazy about me good friends a nice house 2 dogs etc.but i dunno i just feel like im going no ( Read more... )

so im gonna be 20 soon kinda depressed about that,please no one wish me a happy birthday cuz i hate my birthday,ummm hopefully i get my car saturday,then next week i may have a phone again,works going good i need a drummer if anyone knows anyone that'd be awesome ummmm,i got a new tat,its like a week old,ummm thats about it

sometimes i think the only reason u talk to me is to make feel like an asshole

so im kinda in a depressed mood,and i started looking thru old journal enteries.i cant beleive some of the things i said and felt,like how angry i was for nothing, all the people i hurt.and how all the lies i told and feeling i told to people that werent true.god i make myself sick

uhhh i miss claudia...i love her so much but i dunno lately alot of things have been freaking me out

i made peace with my best friend today,and he should be coming up this weekend