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Things I miss... #1
I miss living close enough to my friends that I could literally walk from my apartment to theirs, knock on the door and just crash for a while. And none of us had anything too pressing going on in our lives that that couldn't happen.
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Depression
I'm leaving this here, back dated, as it should be with all of my memories. I still continue to struggle (now March 2017). I was suicidal last month for four days, probably closer then even the time described in this entry. Girl Scouts is the only thing that pulled me through, knowing, in the end, if I wasn't there, the troop would probably fold ( Read more... ) -
Back to the beginning...
I finally did what I've been threatening for years of doing. I have rejoined Adrian Empire. I know all the reasons not to go back. But seeing my daughter out there: outside, in garb, helping out as waterbearer and NOT in front of the TV or computer. That is worth the price of admission ( Read more... ) -
writing 3/2
So, except for a sip of Soda on Sunday, I have not had any soda since last Thursday, which is really good, I've been drinking mostly water and also milk. Does the body good! I'm actually not having as much problem with it as I expected. That once sip just didn't sit right with my stomach. The thing is with water it makes me more thirsty than the ( Read more... ) -
Goals for March
Most of these are carry overs from last month. I am expanding on the original number of 10 and adding specific smaller goals, as I think it will be more helpful ( Read more... ) -
A look back at February
February was both really productive, and yet not in some areas. I think this things I accomplished were important ones and will help to enable some of my goals for the future. So while many things on my list weren't necessarily achieved, the groundwork has been set. I achieved much more on the home/ organizing side than I did in the creative side ( Read more... ) -
writing 2/25
I'm very proud of myself last night. I finally organized the mass piles of paperwork that have been lying around the house into a hanging file folders and neatly organized in the file cabinet I bought probably 6 months ago. I only have one plastic bin of already organized (but somewhat outdated) paperwork to integrate into the new system. I've also ( Read more... ) -
writing 2/19
I'm considering going back to playing in Adrian Empire. I need something in my life to focus on besides my family and work. I think home work and I would all be better off for it. Admittedly Adrian is possibliy a cop out choice. Because it is my comfort zone. It's something I enjoyed before I got pregnant. It doesn't cost a lot of money except gas ( Read more... ) -
writing 2/18
I think I'm a selfish person ( Read more... )