i'm alive!.. and sorta planning on trying to start this up again. we'll see.

so i now have internet at my new place with dylan on ocean. it really hasn't been what we expected it to be. i was having a hard time with it at first, i still do sometimes, just because i am not used to sharing all my space with someone like dylan, and by that i mean like a boyfriend figure. though we are similar in a lot of ways we are also ( Read more... )

i really hate cell phones right now. i don't understand, in my economics class, we talked about these like, fiber-optic cables that are everywhere, and which are used for normal phone lines (i think). so why can't these be used for cell phones? or why can't cell phones make use of satellites? maybe it is a really dumb question for someone who ( Read more... )

well. i don't know, i don't feel really like going into details about this, but yeah, yet again my dad has sprung something on me that i have no choice in. i was originally going to get to go home for a measly one week after ucsc gets out. but no, though he formerly didn't want me to take summer school at all, and thought i should just take 20 ( Read more... )

you know, i love my family. they are always there for me when i need them, especially my mom's side :). i can call them whenever i'm sad and they'll let me whine and complain and comfort me and make me feel better and superloved. i could never be an all business person... no matter how useful it would be, to just not have to deal with emotions ( Read more... )

so school issues are finally settled. i'm taking microecon, precalc, and psychological anthro, which is really boring so far. i am thinking a lot about going to nursing school after i graduate, but it will mean four more years - or close to that - of school, and i know my dad is going to be bullying me to stay with him and will probably offer me ( Read more... )

i've noticed, that 3/4 of the times that i am in placerville, i am in a bitchy mood. i think that's noteworthy. sometimes i really want to give my grandma a piece of my mind, but i can't of course. because then she always says, "sorry we're so boring, i thought we were doing you a favor by letting you stay here" but really they aren't. all of ( Read more... )

so anyway. i might get myself into trouble again by posting this but... i kind of want to share it with my old friends, and just not my new ones, so hopefully the new ones dont read this... i took them off my friends page, but if they wanted to they could always search for this i guess... i really really hope not, though i guess they would hear ( Read more... )

that's how this entry will be, so just stop now so you don't get pissed by my narcicism or narcisism or you know. i just feel like i should have more of my shit worked out by now. or like i should be in a better position, especially pertaining to my stupid job, god, stupid shitty deli!! i am so worth more than minimum wage, only no one will pay ( Read more... )

for the longest time i have not been into livejournal. anyway, here i am in placerville. things are the same here. i mean there's always more development, but the people are all the same. stuck up nor cal rich kids who have nothing better to do but race around town trying to look cool, i really wanna tell them to just get over themselves and ( Read more... )