so, in the Mikado i have my shit down, but hardly anyone else does. i can't stand more than half of the cast. Jeff hates me. the show is going to be terrible. the musical director is a dumbass ( Read more... )

i feel really shitty about being alone again ( Read more... )

i'm really high right now. i just cracked my upper back, and my spine felt like a wire that was just flicked. i swear it vibrated. 
i just saw Lady In The Water with my father. i didn't know he was coming over today, i was going to make plans with Elaine since i never called her back
Tony was supposed to come over but he probably won't, and that bums ( Read more... )

i live by Kurt Vonnegut, Jr. in some ways. so to explain certain habits i have or overused sayings:

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the proper ending for any story about people it seems to me, since life is now a polymer in which the Earth is wrapped so tightly, should be that same abbreviation, which i now write large because i feel like it, which is this one

ETC.

and it is ( Read more... )

i'm over it now, but i thought i'd post a bunch of things i wrote to Tony that i didn't plan on givinig him because it would only draw things out and make him angry. i don't want to do that since things are going so well and i'm really enjoying our friendship. i'm back to my normal self now, and i think he controls my negative emotions less now. i ( Read more... )

i started listening to this Rilo Kiley album. i didn't think i'd like them. i kept seeing them all over myspace so i figured they were a crappy mainsteam indie band (which sadly isn't much of an oxymoron anymore). i've been listening to these two particular songs on The Execution Of All Things for their lyrical content. the second song i would ( Read more... )

i'm not using this to communicate with friends, i'm actually writing real brain thought's in this.
recently i've learned that:

• the people that make you the happiest hurt you the worst

• you can never really know yourself, because there will always be certain people or situations that bring out parts of your personality that usually do not ( Read more... )