i miss you.

trying to decide what to do tonight. i might go do yoga after work. im also contemplating whether or not to go to the monster truck jam with alyssa. i was gonna go last year but didn't. it might be fun haha.

lauren just sent me a photo of deva wearing the tie dye i made him :]

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life is rather sad sometimes. i have so much empathy for others that it's almost overwhelming. i want to help people.
i hope the universe blesses everyone with some positive energy.

its quiet outside. the lights are all softened by the weird fog. i like it.

i feel like i do everything wrong.

im STILL unhappy.  nothing is right.

this morning i woke up. i went back to sleep until 3:30pm because i didn't want to think. sleeping is my favorite thing to do now because i can turn off my brain. no wonder meditation must be so great. a completely calm and blank mind. that's what i would love right now.

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where did all the snails go?

seriously? this is gonna happen again?
im falling apart. i can't handle this any more.
this really needs to stop happening to me; life isn't even fun anymore.
im unhappy.

i win.

i never felt so wicked as when i willed our love to die.