and it happens again... it's hard to trust whether it's real or not. whether this will end up like the rest. maybe it won't. maybe this is it.
maybe this isn't healthy.
maybe there's a deeper meaning as to why i can relate to these people.
maybe we got saved.

i miss steven.
bought some ice cream at the diner... it just reminded me of stuff.

hail mary, full of grace...

i have the two most loving and beautiful kittens in the entire world.

i just adopted 1 month old kittens. a boy and a girl. and they're amazing. i pick them up on thursday :)

what a butthead.

it blows me away. i feel empowered though. like im in control with this a bit. i know what i want and i wont settle for less and i've been settling a lot in life. i never settle for little... but maybe just satisfying? it's time that people realize they can't walk all over me. and it's my fault it's been this way, i let it go. it's okay now though ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do. this is confusing. i hope it's just a phase and gets better.

while i was very hesitant at first and didn't want to risk hurting someone i don't regret making that trip tonight. it was one of the most satisfying things i have ever done. i feel so powerful! i was in control and i stood up for myself and was finally able to show someone who used to hurt me alot that he can't do that anymore. i guess i really am ( Read more... )

here we go again.
round and round and round and round and round we go.............

aw crap.