for those few who still read this, i have another journal where ill just be posting writings and poetry and stuff. if youre ever interested in reading it (amy, im sure you will be) heres the link ( Read more... )

you should really know how much keeping my daughter away from me is killing me. You may not care because you obviously only care about what is good for you and how it will benefit you. you have to realize that ill never get these months back with my daughter. you dont know what its like, you have no idea. its not about you and me anymore, its ( Read more... )

now that youre leaving, i dont need to lock my door, anymore. im not feeling you, anymore. because tomorrow, i wont be here.

dont get me rescued.

this is finally the end to this story. 36 months and theres finally an end.

and it feels like a lifetime. Ive got to pull through. i still love her with all my heart and im going to take care of myself like she told me to. ill be fine, shell be fine, but everything in this town reminds me of her. i need to get away from this place for a couple days, i need to talk to someone, i need to be ok, and i will be, but it will ( Read more... )

Hey love,
I'm getting ready to go to work again...I hope I had another day like yesterday...have a good day at work...have fun packing also =) I miss you bunches and I get to come see you after work so I can give you the stuff you need for tomorrow..I love you

Love always
Tara

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tara, hi. youre at work right now. its weird, i have absolutely nothing to do now. but its ok, a couple more weeks. =). i havent got to see you in the past couple of days, hopefully tomorrow i will. and hopefully youre having a good day at work. i know youre going to be tired boo, but your body will straighten out and get used to it. oh, i ( Read more... )

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hi lover, i miss you. i enjoy every second i spend with you, even if it is just for a few minutes, i love every moment. i think youre the most beautiful girl in the world, EVER. what im trying to tell you is that youre everything to me and youll never be anything less. a couple more weeks darling and we'll finally get what we've been waiting ( Read more... )