I will no longer be using this journal. Please add my new friends only one: 
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I'm not going to delete the stuff in this journal. I'm just not going to post more. I hope that's good enough.

I'm pretty sure this journal is dying...I really do more myspace these days anyway. Damn myspace.

Soon I will post pics from Phoenix. For now I think I'm doing better than I was. Ups and Downs, but a little more Up than Down right now. Maybe.

Also, I would feel way awesome if I went and got my haircut. However, due to the crazy electric bill it is being put off once again for another month. :(

"I have lost myself again"

I am not ok. I leave for Phoenix at 1:30 today. I just don't feel like going anymore. It's not right that someone besides Mark is taking me to the airport.

Try to make the best of things.

Oh and those bobble, bubble, ball things in my tea were near deadly. Ick.

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( sometimes sad days )

I am not over him. Don't think I am. Nor am I trying to be. Things will fall as they may.

So only mostly cryptic posts until now. Not wanting to answer lots of questions when I do not even know what is going on ( Read more... )