april 29 is my birthday!

some say a picture is worth a thousand words. i think there true implication is that a picture can express a thousand messages. messages that can inspire, degrade, encourage, . . instill hate, lust, love and hold clues to the misterious dispearance of a homeless man you passes in your Mercadies some years ago. making photographers very important ( Read more... )

the other night when i was at the movies, i saw a really good friend that i hadnt seen in a while. and it really upset me, i new he had gotten into drugs, and belive me i tried to talk to him about it, but after my efforts proved pointless, i kinda backed off hoping that he would relize himself and ya know calm down with that shit. anyways, i saw ( Read more... )

so, im at home, listening to a mix my sis made. jak, and sean are watching semaeme street, tats in the shower, and uh,..you know what im doing. tuesday, i have sea scouts today, aaaaaaahhhhh! why do i do this shit?! i cant wait till school starts again. im sick and tired of sitting at home. maybe i should go run,...ahhh cold! i hate running ( Read more... )

i want to start over, from the beging of something horible and the end of someone inocent. there is this song by "bright eyes-going for the gold" i like it.

this isnt so much a story as it is an essence of,...and well even that is difficlult. its hard to keep back pain. and trying brings tears, which is worse ( Read more... )

im chillen,..at my cousins apt. she just graduated, and isnt going to college. well at least not imideatly. it got me thinking about my future, and the college i might end up at. i want to go to U OF H. but i really need to focus this year, no skrewing around, it might be tuff,..i dont know. school starts in 2 days,..damn. i have to go.~

i have come to the awful conclusion that life is absured. not just at times,..but ALL the time. when you are happy. when you are sad. when you are confused, distraught, pleasant, having a good time, pregnant, feel cool, or when you are riding in your beat up pickup truck, with rock screaming outyour windows and a cigerate dangaling from your ( Read more... )

struck without reason. why am i so scared? afraid of my most important responsibility to myself. i dont want to fuck up. is it that every action today inflicts upon tomarow. my life isnt fucked yet. what will turn me around? what should i be focused on? right now, life is sudle. just living day-to-day not worrieing untill now. school will ( Read more... )

life has been hectic,..or maybe just today. between mexicans on the street whistleing at me and nobody answering there phones im unsettled. i feel like im watching life go by without me. honestly there are so many things i can do, and so much i am limited too. tomarow is sunday, and what happens every sunday will happen again this sunday. ( Read more... )