lately my writing has gone to shit. i cant figure it out. either im content or just that lazy. i was sitting outside in the rain yesterday smoking a cigerate. it brought back this completly random and fantastic memorie. taking off from school when the lights cut out and hitching a ride with someone i didnt really know down the street to lucas' ( Read more... )

so,.. im back from camp. it was a lot of fun! i broke my toe the last day, it sucks. i love eric. what else can i say?

~domino

im giving up, im giving up slowly. remenance so you wont even know me. apart from this horror i call my life ( Read more... )

so, summers started. it began promisisng, but now i am begining to wonder. i have always dreamed of a normal summer, like other teenagers. filled with whatever we subsitute the old "playtime" with. going out with friends, playing pool at night adn hanging out at the local theme park during the day ( Read more... )

the school year has ended. im truly at a loss for words. my time is idely spent. i can look at this past year as my fuck up, or my greatest experiance. i choose to look at it as the less depresing of the two. i am growing from my mistakes and next year will be my breakthrough. some people you can make mistakes with, and let them go. others ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in quite sometime ( Read more... )

chances last a finite time ( Read more... )

MAKE TODAY WHAT IT COULD BE TOMAROW! words of wisdom from my past. im selling candy but keeping the profets. i need to stop eating it too! while im at it.

so there i was peering into my own unconscious. a contradiction in terms, you might argue, but that is what happens. like adjusting to the dark. suddenly you see where everything fits despite, or even enhanced by, the blackness. today i travele into the black room, windowless, doorless. i did not feel trapped. i felt the expansiveness of ( Read more... )

my heart is breaking, and i dont know what to do. ive lost so much and in little time. every choice i made had such an impact, and hardly good ones at that. people i love scared of who they are, flee in there own truth. yet i stay ready to face what it seems they could not. i ask you,...will you remember, my love, my face, my smile, my tears ( Read more... )