Senior day fucking rocked. Yes, it did start off kind of boring and slow, but once the sun came out...the moods got lifted. I am sorry that Chayna had a headache. I swear, if i knew she had a major headache then i wouldn't have left her. I love you girl. So after we went on the Paddle Boats...we went and sat down. then i went to see the horses... ( Read more... )

These feelings that swarm my thoughts
These annoyances that won't stop
This fucking anger that won't leave me alone
I want to fucking hurt you
Take the mask off
Show how much you really do hate me
Let me see your eyes
Let me see how hollow you really are
Die mother fucker
Die!!!

I cannot not. I cannot do that to myself. And i CANNOT DO that to my friends. I love you guys. A special thanks to Chayna's mom. I love her. Champlain. Here i fucking come!!

I have never wanted to cut myself more than i do right now. But i refuse to. i cannot. i will not.

(Through the bloody eyes of a 14 year old boy who is beaten ( Read more... )

Why do people say love, when they know that it isn't love?
Why do people say hate, when they know that it isn't hate?
Why do people say gone, when they know that it isn't gone?

Nothing ever works out. I shall face this world alone. And get used to it. Goodbye.

As if you are gone. It is all the same. Whether you are here or not. Let me find the definition of a friend:A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts...well i guess that X's you out of the friends list. Who are you? You don't know who i am either...It is as if you are already out of my life. I don't want you to be. But i didn't choose this. It is ( Read more... )

I still haven't applied to Middlesex. I still haven't applied to Champlain. I still haven't finished my powerpoint for Donna for U.B. I still haven't written my thank you letter so i could get my 500 dollar scholarship. I still haven't done my extra credit for ecology so i don't have to take the final. I still haven't done NE THING...I have come ( Read more... )

Another day of sun, food, water, ppl, music, rides and fuckin awesome fun!! I love Lake Compounce. I got sunburn!! Lol. And i think that we are all going again tomorrw. Way too tired to type. We went from open to close today...ahhh...Bye guys. Love you all.