Bipolar Disorder ( Read more... )

ummm hmmm friday... yeah well wednesday i met this guy after leaving youth group. when me and matt were walking through the town center. thursday i saw him every where i discovered he was in my lunch and in my gym period. him and matt were appearently talking about and matt says that this guy says that he thinks that im hot ... i still thought i ( Read more... )

Aaron : we are friends and he's gonna date elisha... so all is well with that i hope i mean he deserves her.

Tom : yep somehow he manages to keep me feeling guilty

Rice crispie treats: umm yeah i guess everything is cool withus but he hasnt really said much to me yet

he hate sme it been confirmed ( Read more... )

im hurt but i can breathe
he's got my friendship
yet thirsts for more
he thinks he can settle for less
thinks he can change my mind
thinks if he just gives it time
that ill learn to love
learn to know him as more than a friend
but i cant say i will
cause i dont think i should

tom: thoughts about him haughnt me.. not him.. but what i did... they finally came to bit me in the ass... i read his journal meaning i was right in thinking ever time he stared at me he was wishing my death. i feel horrible... worse than before... i knew we wouldnt be friends... i really wanted to say hi to him at homecoming but something held me ( Read more... )

the sunday before: help with the float at victoria's... then went to the movies, with tara, bobby, brandon, and matt ( Read more... )

okay well... right after school at 2:15 i went to some meeting about the homecaming float, and it turns out that if one of the others aren't able to be on the float for some reason then i can be on the float as nathan detroit's fiance from guys and dolls ( Read more... )

I'd kick myself later if I didn't explore ( Read more... )

The Football game last wednesday: I was feeling kinda bad, but Brandon gave me a hug and we walked around the track talking about how much we missed Lamm'e and how she should be with us ( Read more... )