Now the man whom has taken part in creating ... was I truely put in this world to hate him? how can I not though, when every night I hear all of the loud acumulating conflicts drift from under their door and into my mind, invading it ( Read more... )

... Blue touches my soul for a second, breaking my heart all over again, but only, becuase I fear that I might hurt him. One of the only good people in my life. I don't want to though, I but I have to say something ... somehow. It's got to be done by me and me alone. If not it will cuase a whole new world of pain.

yeah, so last night i told tom how i feel ... i don't know all i know is i can't do that to a person and he deserves better ( Read more... )

okay you would think with all the guys in are school and all the potential "hook-ups"as ppl now call them... all that potential is goign to waste cause this week i have attempted to get somebody in my life three failed attempts but im still stuck on one in particular ( Read more... )

tuesday...part 1: of the pink thong incedent Ahhhh. for those of you that dont know what that was ask me and i might tell ya ( Read more... )

matt is going out with sarah... i like matt, but hey it is just better this way cause i think sarah is actuall happy for once

today im going over to will's... hmmm...im not sure i trust him so much.

andy-such a great friend i don't want to lose him ( Read more... )

i went over to her house and she kept throwing the soccer ball further and further away making me run and with the whole tryouts isn't making the running any better

friday:King's Dominion with Tara... I felt like a complete morron. Tara went up to this guy that I said looked like a cuter Matt and she went up to him and gave him my phone number and email. If that were only the worst part, they asked us to "hang out with them" and Tara had to go and act like a complete imbisol. They are 16 so it wasn't that bad ( Read more... )

I was playing an Xbox game*aggressive skating*... and this one skater I was using reminded me of Matt and I tried not to call him I knew it wouldnt help ... but I called. I asked him what he was up to and he said "not much just sitting on my friends bed". Then out of no where a girl in the backround yells "friend?". He was so caught. God that was ( Read more... )