Is it bad that this horse is kind of making me want to stay at UNE for another semester because she'd basically be mine as well as some other gorgeous horses ( Read more... )

AHHHHHOLYSHIT I GOT INTO BU!!!!!

well. my orientation started out okay. well no that's a lie it started out awful. i pretty much had a huge mental breakdown cuz everyone seemed like ugly losers and i could think anyone there in circles in about two seconds. the freshmen dorms are sucky and old. my roomie was nice, but kind of vanilla. i mean people were nice, but i started ( Read more... )

i am feeling about a trillion times better lately. it's like a hugely massive weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. i just want to go out and laugh and have fun. i feel like i missed out these past couple months.

going out to ruby tuesday's and to the movieis was SO fun. i needed that girl movie SO BAD and getting free dinner pretty points ( Read more... )

All this midterm stuff is totally own'ing me in the face. hardcore. that gov review was death. i feel like i'm on alright terms for all my exams though. or at least that i can fake my way through things. and if not, i've kind of come to terms with that. oh well. this week is just packed with fun things though. i'm just totally psyched to do my ( Read more... )

there's one more year down the drain... it definately had its highs and its lows. some very high highs and some very very very low lows. i need some resolutions. i guess there's the ever-lingering lose weight because i'm fat. i guess another good one would be get sorted out before college. Find some stability, maybe even a boyfriend. It would be ( Read more... )

in retrospect, i'm really glad i decided to stay home today. Yesterday i kept falling asleep in school and it probably would not have done me any good today to go into school. i basically just woke up then took some meds and completely conked out til like 11. i woke up and tried to transfer my itunes to my new computer... i managed to get the ( Read more... )

when i go to the farm i feel like i'm going to a morgue. it's being thrown into chaos. everyone is in denial that the shit is hitting the fan. jen and rob are getting divorced. jen moved out of the stable. i think she got a new job in simsbury. she's still working at the farm right now, but she's leaving soon. it kind of makes me sad. farm women ( Read more... )

I haven't had much to say lately. i mean, "if you don't got nothing good to say, don't say anything at all". but i keep finding things in movies and music that somehow make my life relevant. tangible. music especially.
"You never quit on your music. No matter what happens. Cuz anytime something bad happens to you, that's the one place you can ( Read more... )

i really can't deal with this right now ( Read more... )