i've been thinking a ton lately.

today seemed abnormal. everything seemed to just click. i sat through my day watching the puzzle pieces fall into place. every ray of horrid flourescent light spoke to me, every squeek of new marker on clean white boards sang, every color wove a tapestry of unproportional beauty, every word hit a chord deep inside ( Read more... )

wellfleet was hardcore. seriously. it was so tiring but i loved every second of it. it felt so good just to beat the living shit out of myself. i'm not even saying that sarcastically. you have no idea how numb you feel after you bike 8 miles straight as hard as you possibly can. it's amazing. you just feel like a little bubble. thursday we rode ( Read more... )

i need to get some balls.

a lot of things don't feel right and i feel it is within my capabilities to fix them. however, i have no balls.

i don't want summer to end, but at the same time i really really really do.

summers have always been the hardest

well things have been interesting lately

i've been going to captain's practice almost every day and i'm super proud of myself. i know we're not running quite full speed yet but i'm finding i can keep up with the front people when we're running, even if it's erin or lindsey. to think that last summer i couldn't run at all, i'm so damn proud of myself ( Read more... )

everything is suffocating me.

i feel like shit.

schedule for junior year ( Read more... )

so yeah, i guess i haven't written in here in a while.

SA'ing at the seaport was fun but SO TIRING. we had to get up at 6:30 every morning, clean, then eat, then we'd get out on the water before 9. our first sailing session was for 3 hours i think, then we'd dock, eat lunch, then liberty (ie "babysitting"), sailing for a second time (only two hours ( Read more... )

just letting everyone know i'm gonna be at the seaport from sunday until friday evening. see ya'll in a week or so!!

life's been pretty okay lately. i've been finding ways to make my days a little brighter.

i think i already wrote about this, but the other day me, jenna, julia, and daryl all ran down to allyn brook with our bag of cameras and drinks and frisbees and laughter and one red soccer ball. we went up to the high school and said hi to emma. then we went ( Read more... )

i just realized i haven't written anything on here in a while. i've been pretty busy.

the cruise/alaska was amazing, but i don't feel like writing out every single detail again (i kept a journal). if you want to hear any details, i'll tell you. or you can just look at the pictures on facebook.

so i've been working camp this week, and it's good to ( Read more... )