i wish there was a way i could just dump all my thoughts and feelings faster on here, and just be done with it ( Read more... )

without a fault these records have become nothing but a way to vent. It is sad that it falls that way, the pieces never line up. Once again back in a circle ( Read more... )

stressing the fuck out before radar evals tuesday

praying to mom that i pass....

really hoping that I do, anywhere i'd go. I just want to make this leap.

Please oh lord, please.... show some divine help.

Dear self ( Read more... )

i broke up with amanda. it felt like a puking moment that just happened all of the sudden ( Read more... )

The Dude: i guess amanda and i broke up ( Read more... )

I removed trista from my friends lists and contacts. I sent her an email saying that there was no reason to continue contact pretending we are friends, because we aren't. I don't know that I can actually be friends with any ex's. Erin is kind of an exception, I don't know why that it is, but it seems to be fine ( Read more... )

I had knee surgery last tuesday. It has been a slow recovery but it is happening still. I hope to be able to be back to a pretty normal basic functions in about a 2 weeks ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is surgery day. Excited to get it done, but also a little nervous ( Read more... )

it's been ten days since i've written. I've been hitting the weights harder and am starting to feel the change. But I also feel so wiped out during the day and start to feel my energy later at night. I need to figure out a way to get that energy earlier ( Read more... )