i feel empty and robotic.

i need inspiration.

i don't know what it is that's making me feel this way... but i'm not too fond of it. i need a release.

where do i find that?
where do i find that?

i feel like laying down on my driveway tonight and just inhale the universe... but i can't for so many reasons.

it's time for a renaissance.

lunch today was fun.

i don't have lunch with them everyday next semester.

apparently i'm supposed to be constantly reading (books)... and my arm hurt for a good 30 minutes today from writing 10 minutes straight. no stopping. we had to write whatever came to mind and were not allowed to stop because that would disrupt the flow ( Read more... )

school started today... i have quite a heavy load this semester. i don't know if i'll be able to manage them.

and so the sleepless nights begins...

i've been out since Friday... i guess it's a good thing because i won't be able to do another all-weekend thinger anytime soon since school starts tomorrow!

Friday i went mini putting, and since they also had a batting cage there i did that too. i accidently let go of the bat on my very last ball (i was doing the medium baseball and WOAH those ( Read more... )

school is approaching very soon and already i've been deciding to drop and/or change courses. what i thought i would be taking i don't feel the same way about anymore, so i'm frantically trying to decide what i want to take now.

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i haven't been on the internet for about a week now... so there's a few things to catch up on. sometime really early this week there was some thunderstorm that was pretty big. let's compare the weather:

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so i went to the park yesterday... took some pictures. and all i have to say is that i need a new camera. well it's not even mine, it's my sister's. haha. but anyways yeah, a lot of them were blurry and the quality wasn't too good either. i want a better camera before school starts, but i don't think i'll be getting one by then. aah well ( Read more... )

today i got a retainer (one of those glued in, one-wire thingers) on the bottom row, behind my teeth.

and i'm still deciding if i want to go biking around the park today... maybe i'll take some pictures. i really need the fresh air.