detachment doesnt mean you dont let the experience penetrate you. on the contrary, you let it penetrate you fully. thats how you are able to leave it. take an emotion, for example love or grief. if you hold back on the emotions-- if you dont allow yourself to go all the way through them-- you can never get to being detached, because you are too ( Read more... )

I feel sick inside ( Read more... )

in the end of the day... we are all alone.
we sleep alone and we dream alone.
we deal with our insecurities and pain alone.
in the end of the day we are all equals...
we are alone.
and in the end of it all... even in death
we are alone.

Now I'm wondering why ( Read more... )

im pissed off at fucken UPS. my sidekick was supposed to arrive wednesday... but it didnt i called them and they said it was going to arrive thursday so ok... it arrived 10:30 thursday morning. the UPS guy rang the doorbell so i came out to pick up the package... by the time i opened the door he was on his way back to his truck he just dropped my ( Read more... )

1. a new phone... yeah again. (nokia n90 or n80)
2. Naruto complete set
3. final fantasy advent children
4. Mr. & Mrs. Smith dvd or UMD

cant think of anything else.... prolly a shopping spree lol. hahahha more to come

Happy Thanksgiving to all. I am thankful for my family, my friends, my little raise a work, and for life itself.

To my family, thanks for being there. I am grateful for all the advice and support that you give me.

To my friends, thank you for all the fun times and thanks for being there for me through thick or thin. i love you all.

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

hmmm im finally getting a raise! (About time cheap ass AE!!!) hahah but yeah... im thinking of getting a new job... i kinda got an offer at club monaco and planet funk. im tempted to move to club monaco because its the pay is really good compared to what im making right now... but the only thing that i dont like is the drive to work... i dont like ( Read more... )

Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he made you cry, forget the times he spoke your name remember now you're not the same. Forget the times he held your hand, forget the sweet things if you can, forget the times and don’t pretend. Remember now...he’s just your friend.