so i wanted to make a big deal out of our first official date and ask her out then, but i got anxious and asked keri to be my girlfriend (which is weird because i've never played the game that way) on friday, during the aftermath of film club, and she happily accepted, and she's so adorable, and i don't feel like writing anything else. the date ( Read more... )

told keri i liked her
the feeling was mutual
my next dream phone is a sidekick
here's hoping they're still trendy when this 2-year contract is up

Einstein's Dreams, Alan Lightman
Ring, Koji Suzuki
The Fuck-Up, Arthur Nersesian
Hopscotch, Julio Cortázar
Speak, Laurie Halse Anderson
Adverbs, Daniel Handler
America: The Book, Jon Stewart (& co.)
Only Revolutions, Mark Z. Danielewski (fuck this awful book)

recently read...

Haunted, Chuck Palahniuk: pretty good. none of the rest of the stories in the ( Read more... )

oriana is a thing of the past. like any good teenager, my mind is constantly romantically all over the place. nicole is back on the frontlines. so ( Read more... )

today in creative writing the class read my story... fortunately, everyone loved it (especially the girlz). i actually think there was absolutely nothing bad said about it (except for one single part that a couple people had some trouble understanding in how it was written). i was glowing! then i showed it to stephanie and she loved it too ("wow. i ( Read more... )

this is the video film club has done for the fox 19 student video challenge,
and despite it being completely rushed we're pretty sure we can definitely win viewer's choice again
(which means another $1,019 to our club name)

directed by myself, Josh Gambill, Tony Stimetz, and Tom Nguyen
edited by Tom Nguyen, Austin Cline, and Tony Stimetz
starring Austin ( Read more... )

in related news, things look like they're working out in the aforementioned topic
in other news, i'm throwin a party this weekend in honor of tom's 18 b-day
(the reason for the party was actually tacked on, but it's my present for him)
everyone will be real fucked up probably
what kind of a person am i these days!

that's not to say i'm not genuinely interested in [oriana] and i am actually trying to make some sort of semblance of a move, but i like the chase that it's all a part of. the infinite chase. slow down, girl, i'm trying to catch up.

either today or yesterday night i realised something. all these girls... andrea, nicole, sam, newcomer oriana, whoever, i realised that it's not just about them. whether or not i'm making a move or not (sam, oriana), or they've completely moved on and i haven't (andrea), or whatever the third thing is (nicole), it's about what entails going after ( Read more... )

1. i long for someone to need/want me. getting so fucking desperate, shit ( Read more... )