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[poppyfiend]

Once again...this depression sets in...
I become an empty void...
and at this moment i don't know how i used to live every day like this.
I am stuck in uncertainty...
and my comfort zone is crumbling to bits,
engulfed by the flood.
Connections i never made will soon be lost forever...
wish i wasn't so good at keeping my mouth shut..
such a pansy

Comments

[ooinamouradaoo]

Is this a Matt or a Jeremy issue?

[poppyfiend]

Neither actually. I was looking at Andres' Myspace page and people were commenting to him about how they'd never lose touch, we'd miss you too much, etc...and i was just thinking that i've missed out on so much...so many wonderful people...or not so wonderful people all because i'm the quiet elusive one, the one who doesn't bother herself with things on the exterior but plagues over the fact that she doesn't on the inside. And just a couple of days ago i started getting depressed again, all the stress and such and i was also remembering the days when i was always depressed...etc....

[kusumah_atmadja]

It's best to let go of what we have or haven't done in the past and appreciate what we have now. Tomorrow and yesterday are but passing dreams in the eternal present. It's tough, I know...and it's everyone's choice to linger or project...but it just takes away from the opportunity you might have right now to connect with wonderful people...

[jungalkid]

your still my feverit grung grrrl
i miss you