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UGH
I hate complication! BLEAH. -
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Being miserable sucks and I hate it. I wish I could stop but I don't know how. -
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And this is why I hate crying. Because I feel like I will never stop and it scares me. I realize that I probably feel like that because I don't let myself cry because it hurts to bad but this really sucks. -
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Sometimes I can be such a hateful person its terrifying. No wonder people don't like me. -
Thoughts
It occured to me the other day that I love to read blogs. I find random people's blogs (I don't have to know them) and I read them. Not only do I read them, I get TOTALLY sucked into them. Heck half the time, I don't even have to agree with the thoughts or beliefs of the person whose blog I am reading. Its almost like people watching for me. I just ( Read more... ) -
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I found out one of my close friends is pregnant yesterday. I am happy for her. But it is SO bittersweet for me. First we used to always joke that she and I were in a race. Second its the one thing that I want, and I am no where fucking near it. I need to lose 75 lbs before I even get to where I can safely start trying to get pregnant ( Read more... )