My life is a fucking numbers game. All I ever fucking thing about is calories. Calories in, calories out, calories shoved, calories puked, calories pooped, calories starved, negative calories, positive calories, excess calories, FUCK! I wish I was DEAD! My life SUCKS and I can't even afford to get help! My head is a fucking wasteland and I can't ( Read more... )

My new email isn't workin, so here's a pic from last nite instead.


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Hi! Guess what! This is my life now!!!

I'm not skinny but I'm not fat anymore. I'm not telling my secret, but it miiiiite have something to do with pic #4 under the "Read more..."

I'm living somewhere new, but I won't say where bcuz stalkers. Hahaha!

I had a bf for three months but he left me (also related to pic #4), so whatever.

I reconnected with ( Read more... )

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I'm moving back to NYC

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My sister agreed to see me at New Years time. I was ecstatic! OMG!

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Someone talk me out of killing myself. I want to die. I literally want to blow my head off.

I fucking hate myself.

I start at UMW in January. I can't wait!

I guess I'll start with some pix.

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