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138.3

Fml.

Tonight's Intervention is about a boy bulimic! I'm really excited bc, first, Intervention is FINALLY about a legit eating disorder again and second, boy e.d.'s are SO FUCKING RARE!

Tonight, 10pm, a&e.
Reshowing at 2am and then Saturday at 4pm.

So watch.

why do you insist on pretending i dont exist?? i dont understand! i dont know what i did to u! i am reaching out to u and u are acting like im a criminal! why wont u talk to me!!??

I NEED!!!

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So far, my NYR is fucked. I'm 135. So, basically the same if you think ab how much time has passed. I should be down to at least 125 by now, if not 120.

So I hate myself. I need to try harder.

And that friend I tried to contact who blew me off, is now pretending I don't exist. fml.

there are a lot of weight loss New Years resolutions flying around, as usual. personally, i should NOT have one of these types of resolutions. and so, i don't have any usual New Years weight loss resolution. no get fit, get healthy resolution for me, no way. instead, ( i need to look like her. )

That so called "friend" I was posting about wont even answer me and ALL I am asking is to please give me some closure! Omfg! I wanna kill myself! No one ducking cares about me at all!!! Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. I hate my life! Why can't I just die???

So, I tried to rekindle a lost friendship this week. I texted a friend, sent some pictures, asked some questions, tried to have a conversation. He talked for a while, then lost his fucking mind or Something. He said if I keep messaging him, he will take legal action!! He said i was harassing him and he would get a lawyer! Wtf??? All I wanted to do ( Read more... )

I want to weigh 99 lbs.