WHY? Why?? why???? FUCKING why? God was that a kick in the balls, and all I can think is why? I know life is unfair but my oh my was this a little too far! It actually hurts, and I don't even know how! Well, I am ready to break some fucking barriers, and rip off a few heads.

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I know he loves me, he just doesn't know how to show it... maybe no one does.

I was saved by a psycho cab driver, and believe me so far Jesus hasn't done shit for me ( Read more... )

Many moons ago, when time seemed to move almost too slow, I fell into the an obvious trap, the wolf with a devilish smile had set, Little did I know and never did I wonder of the past he hid, or the pain which he would cause, that wolf you see in the mirror, one look into those dangerous eyes, that slit me like a thousand knives, and I was lost ( Read more... )

Tonight I say a final goodbye to a summer that has changed my life, it was incredible and I hope to look back on times like the ones I enjoyed in the past two months when I get older, and not the hell I faced before. It was short, but well lived, so w/e ( Read more... )

While talking to a friend today, I realized that in the game of love where there never is a winner, it seem so simple and easy to get it right, but ppl can't do it, why is this? I have seen love in all shades and it always hurts... but I got a gift in the most unlikely way the other day. I learned who I really loved, though it's only a small ( Read more... )

So, I'm a complete fucktard, I feel like an idiot, I got plastered, when I swore I wouldnt... and ended up making out with everything near me, male... female, whether they liked it or not, then started going into a psychotic babble of all those little things I'd never say otherwise.... I feel like shit, though I've vommited a millio times I still ( Read more... )

HEHE I ove Shayne so much, he made me a silly pic. of our trip to Vegas!

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So, I just got home from a long trip to Worcester, NYC, L.A., and Vegas.... It was AWESOME.... don't feel like writing about it ask and I'll tell you.... eeek so many great stories, I got my random life back!

So here is a pic. of my house in Mass.

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