This journal is mostly protected entries to limit the amount my big mouth gets me in trouble. If you would like to indulge in the train wreck that is my life, comment to be added

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1. "I have decided to deny you my cum today"*

2. "I can really go a long time, so I might not get there.."**

Translation:
* I'm too nervous to keep it up
**I snorted a whole shitload of coke and I can feel nothing in my body

2 clients. I'd dicked around both of them for weeks, filled with ambiguity around what it means to whore with this body. I put so many different gender catch phrases in my ad...it's stressful to guess which character I'm supposed to be. 5 bookings lined up for three days, finally enough impetus to get rid of my face and my butt hair. The shower ( Read more... )

"Uh my girlfriends call my dick the 'giant one' which is nice...and very astute" LOLZ

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Mountain Goats - See America Right
Nina Simone - Feeling Good
Judy Collins - I think it's going to Rain Today
Nico - Janitor of Lunacy
Big Black - Kerosene
Tori Amos - Crucify
Magnetic Fields - Papa was a Rodeo
Huggy Bear - Her Jazz
Kate Bush - How to Be Invisible
Jose Gonzales - Hand on yr Heart

I go on a date with this kid whose kind of still tripping on acid to Truck. He is sweet, kind of a cornball. I don't think I'm actually as interested in having sex as I'm trying to be, because I could fuck him but instead talk about how cruel I can be ( Read more... )

I've been read as male probably 90% of the time. Only twice has someone called me 'she' and the first time they apologized once they 'realized I was a dude' and the second time it was a fag who through seeing my tattoo realized I was trans. What kind of wonderland is this? I keep feeling like it couldn't possibly be that my body and voice has ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for it's humid sweat and alcohol filled shores tomorrow, any suggestions?

URGENT update from the Harm Reduction Coalition ( Read more... )