i'm over stressing out, about everything. . . i just want to start over. new!

so i'm on alex's computer. went to live journal, it was logged onto her page, and i read somethings, i shouldn't have. i feel terrible, its totally an invasion of privacy, and the worst part is i wasnt even trying to do it, but i didnt have to read, but i did. and then today, i got all my bills, and I have no way to make it through this month. im ( Read more... )

Is going well, but stressing me out. It is so hard working with people, that are older then you and feel they know more and don't respect your leadership or opinion, because A) they are to narrow minded to accept new ideads, and B) they can't humble thereselves to be lead by someone 20 years younger then them. I love seeing the kids worshipping, ( Read more... )

These past few months have been full of trials and tribulations. I grew up going to church, but never believed. Grew up serving, but never had the heart of a servant, these past few months my love for myself has been ripped away and been replaced with a heart for God. In this change i have lost alot of old friends, and found myself very lonley. ( Read more... )