until I'm done Done DONE with exams!

I only have to look over ways of being and calculus tonight and then I'm DONE!

I'm in love with James McAvoy ( Read more... )

I made bran muffins tonight. I ate one and it was still warm. They're very good. I love cook's illustrated magazine ( Read more... )

Today I asked Mr. K if I could get some water during advisory. He was like "are you going to go down the hall and smoke with Gaby?" It was sooo out of the blue since I'm pretty sure I have a reputation for being a goody two shoes at that school and also I hate Gaby. She's really annoying. I was like "no mr. K. Why would I smoke at the water ( Read more... )

So, even though I have been working really hard to make sure I see friends a lot this break I am still a pathetic little weasel. I have been playing hearts a LOT. I downloaded a free version of the fantastic card game which is all role-playing-ish and you have a little person. Mine is a hideous troll since I didn't buy the full version, and I play ( Read more... )

It seems unfair that I am miserable constantly. Why can't things go back to normal?

YAY! I just found out in the mail that I got a $1500 scholarship to be in the theatre department at catawba! This is based entirely on my audition and resume and no academic things are taken into account. This is pretty fucking exciting, I hear they only give up to $2500 per year and I got a good portion comparatively. I also haven't even gone to ( Read more... )

Things I can now do:
-Join the army
-Get Married without parental consent
-Buy tobacco products
-Get piercings
-Get tattoos (but not of john shultz's face on my ass...)
-Buy porn
-Vote
-Go to renaissance faires without having Carmen be my legal guardian for the weekend

I cleaned my room. It's pretty intense. Also I've become addicted to solitaire. Strange.

So I'm a dumbass. And I know better, but I can't help it. Right now when I feel the most abandoned, the most alone, the most vulnerable emotionally I decide to look. I know I shouldn't I know that not looking can keep it out of my thoughts, but even over a year later seeing those pictures and having those dreams still reminds me of those almond ( Read more... )