I'm in withdrawal. It's bad.

Oh also, I got my first college acceptance letter today. It was a very strange and surreal experience. It was also nothing like all the movies make it out to be like. More confused

Thank you for being there
when I felt abandoned.
Thank you for listening
to mindless chatter.
It might seem simple
but it turns worthlessness
into humanity.

I simply ( Read more... )

This weekend was productive. I did the following ( Read more... )

I'm sore. And I slept on my neck wrong. And I've been having the weird vivid dreams again, which totally sucks. Also I'm upset (see previous post) and I went all the way to greensboro tonight to see a college I don't want to apply for. I also have a death english test tomorrow that I have to take before school (which means waking up an hour early) ( Read more... )

I cannot breathe ( Read more... )

More poetry...

I find myself
hitting a wall
slamming my wet face
against it over
and over
again.
My wavering voice
called out in
the middle of everything
steals my shelter
and while you all try
you cannot fix old wounds
that run deep.
And while he keeps
picking
at that scab
on this worst day
I cannot hold my peace.

So I forgot to mention I've been writing a lot of poetry lately. Mostly because Math is sooooo boring. But here it is:

The Silent KillerEyes sealed shut ( Read more... )

Ok so I officially hate the cameron village library ( Read more... )

I'm soooooooo tired. But it's the second tech week in a row, so what can I really expect?

I hate that sometimes people are bitches to other people and there's nothing I can do about it. I wish sometimes that I could telepathically let people know that potentially they should stop being bitches without it having to be me telling them.