He cried today. I saw him crying.

I hate myself.

my sister says i look cute with pants and a skirt on. if i hadn't complained about how i hate it when people wear shirts and pants i would totally wear it to school.

i did it because i was cold.

i'm very cold inside.

......

tomorrow will be better.

I walked home today. I started thinking on the way home... I've decided that me plus thinking equals bad because when I was almost home I started crying and I didn't stop for a long time. I sat on the porch waiting for Jeremiah because he had gotten worried and went looking for me. When he came back I started crying more. I'm such a loser ( Read more... )

I depressed myself yesterday... I was sitting in the front yard with Jeremiah because it was so beautiful out and my mind decided it would be a good idea to start thinking. It started to think about people, humans... How they are so stupid and hopeless and worthless, but I didn't want to say it that way to Jeremiah, he's a senitive guy, so I said ( Read more... )

what's wrong?

i should just die. honestly ( Read more... )

"Who killed Cock Robin ( Read more... )

Well... Mark had found himself a girlfriend... Today to be honest, he got one... Morgan Lynch... Or something... Funny, no ( Read more... )

We got in a fight today... It was about white wedding dress... We hung up after he got pissy... He called me back to say sorry, though he didn't need to and he told me about how beautiful I was and how everyone he loved screwed him over and stuff... Then we hung up and I called him back to see if he was better ( Read more... )

I used to dream... I used to dream about my future, about what I wanted to be, about what I would get and what I'd do... But I keep thinking... Does any of that ever really matter? Will these dreams of mine ever come true? Or am I dilluting myself into believing in faerie tales ( Read more... )