Robert and I ended up going to breakfast that next morning, but it didn't go how I had hoped AT ALL. It was awkward and he was doing to best to talk about other things to not make it awkward but I was just too upset to have any of it and said some pretty hurtful things. I guess he knows me better than I know myself since all he says in response was ( Read more... )

Things aren't going well. I'm trying, I really am. The only good thing to come out this Robert fiasco is that I've lost 10 lbs in the past 6 days due to my complete loss of appetite, alone ( Read more... )

What has happened since the previous entry? Ashlee didn't last long and I was back in the game. She would pop up again here and there and he would screw me over, but it would last about five minutes until he was back in my arms again. For a solid month or two things were practically perfect between us. The sex was utterly fantastic, I had a ( Read more... )

A lot has been going on the past few months. I got a new job where Sean works and I met a few boys along the way. (I've mentioned Robert before?) In a nutshell, here's what I've been dealing with recently:


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Still alive, for anyone that's wondering. But here's some advice for you: Don't do ecstasy. Or at least, don't do it if you're Stefanie. Annie and I have been giving it a go a few times the past couple months and while she seems fine on it, I kind of go crazy. We've done it 3 times so far and each time, my reaction snow balls into something worse. ( Read more... )

It's been a while, but frankly, I've just been way too God damned busy to living my life to write about it. (Lol, not really.) And it's making me feel guilty, so here we go ( Read more... )

Hey, y'all. It's been a while since my last post and I've just been busy. I apologize in advance because this entry is going to be all over the place. But I make up for it with pictures!
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I didn't get fired, but I did get put on a final notice where I absolutely cannot call in for the next few months. It's not an unreasonable request to ask of your employees, but of course the Sims God would find it hilarious to throw a nasty case of bronchitis my way. I am hacking up mucus as I type. This is fun ( Read more... )

I'm currently in the backseat of my parents' Soccer Mom-mobile on the way to Albuquerque. Zach has his last basketball game of his senior year tonight and we're going to cheer him on. This morning dad got an oil change and just noticed at the gas station that we are leaking oil everywhere. Joy. Let's hope that we don't end up stranded among the ( Read more... )

I'm still a little baffled at how two years of work could be down the drain after only a week. I miss the "me" that existed just a month ago. Sure, I was busy lusting after that idiot José, but it didn't take up my every minute of every day. God damn. Right after Sean's party, I realized that he was distancing himself from me again and I went down ( Read more... )