So I don't know anymore about life.  There have been many ups and downs lately in life....  I have been struggling a lot with problems in my life....  jobs, friends, guys....  I know these will probably be constant battles and problems I go through for the rest of my life...but they just seem extremely bad lately.  I don't know...I'm probably just ( Read more... )

I'm the happiest I've been in a loooong time....and if you know me well enough, you know why.

He said “Out of 23 years, you’re the bestest I’ve found.”

He knew just what to say to make her smile…

He talked about being with her in the future.

He talked about where they would live and their 4 kids…

He told her that he missed her and that he loved her.

He told her he wanted to see her and cuddle with her.

He told her no matter what…they’d always ( Read more... )

So have you ever just felt like you don't know what's right?  You don't know if you should keep going on this path?  You don't know if you're being lied to? You're terrified to go any further?  I just wish I knew for sure what was going on....I'm so scared of being lied to.  I think David really screwed me up.  I just don't know anymore...  part of ( Read more... )

This week has left me feeling blah... I just don't feel like doing anything... I don't feel like talking, hanging out, idk... I could just sit at home and watch tv or movies and be pleased lately. I just feel like everyone lets me down eventually. I find myself getting frustrated a lot easier lately... With anything. Something Maggie does... ( Read more... )

So Heather & Ben got married yesterday...Everything turned out perfect. Heather looked absolutely beautiful and they just looked so cute and happy together. I'm so glad I got to be a part of this day with them...and even be the maid of honor.. :) I'm really glad I didn't screw anything up. But I am so happy for them...they're so good for each ( Read more... )

So not much has been going on...just working & goin to school. I only have 3 more weeks of school left and then I graduate with my degree...woohoo! I am so excited about that since these past few weeks and the next few aren't very much fun with all the reading and stuff I have to do for school, but I guess it's all worth it in the end ( Read more... )

So - I'm officially giving up... I was foolish to think he wanted to talk to me and get to know me...That he was actually mad when I wouldn't talk to him...because I'm trying to talk to him and get to know him and he doesn't want to talk...so fine...I can't be someone's friend that doesn't want to be mine.

So Friday night...Dopapalooza '06- it was pretty good times... I got drunk (kinda). I was the more sober one drinking...but I still had a hard time walking. Nathan came, but he barely drank, so he was our driver. He kept making sure I was ok cuz I felt like crap. Me, Him, and Dayna were all dancing together, and then I felt like I was gonna ( Read more... )

GO BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN!!!!

No...I'm not saying the movie ruled...Personal joke between me, Heather, Ben & Heather's mom...GOOD TIMES!!!!

Thanks for a good time today Heather & Ben...I needed it more than you know...