i'm considering creating an indepentdent website for old time's sake. i remember it was around 12 years ago that i first learned the basic commands of html and how thrilling it was to see my mediocre poetry published and standing ready for the world to mock. or obsessively checking my guestbook whenever i got a free moment at a computer between ( Read more... )

it's a lovely day outside and yet i'm choosing the remain indoors. there's a whispering wind flowing through my windows knocking on my heart, asking permission to come in and carry with her the sunlight flying free hand in hand. in this attic room of mine, in this room i've known for 28 years... i close my eyes for a moment and picture all the ( Read more... )

i woke up late last night in a panic as i realized i drank the poison. i feel going through my veins what gave me pleasure but now only brings pain. i stare wide-eyed at the sky calling down some kind of cure, i venture out into the night to give my soul a chance to breathe and a chance to scream and a spot under the moonlight to let her dance it ( Read more... )

in the aftermath of a deadly december, who visited us with an unnatural cold, who squeezed us to the point of total exhaustion, who challenged us to look beyond ourselves and see the messes we've made for ourselves ( Read more... )

the western sky is pretty tonight. the air is calm. the birds seem happy. i'm feeling content despite all of the confusion and societal neurosis all reaching some kind of boiling point. but the beauty seems to be that the earth is in a slow cooker rather than a flurry of panic buttons being pushed. at least this is my hope ( Read more... )

ok! so i'm back to livejournal. i don't know if any of my old friends are still on here or if they still post or even remember me. i regret the error of my ways in joining the darkside and becoming a myspace junkie, but life's too short to live with regrets, so instead i'm going to simply do the right thing and repent and come back home to my ( Read more... )

i think that i just spent a little too much time on livejournal for my own good ( Read more... )

i'd really like to work on coming back to life on the internet. i remember back in '97, waaay before myspace, when people my age were beginning to realize the potential we had online. having a 'webpage' wasn't just something reserved exclusively for businesses anymore. we could publish our own poetry, our thoughts, our angsty ravings, our dreams ( Read more... )

think that i'm now irrecoverably obsessed with arcade fire... it's already hard-wired into my brain, i'm sure of it ( Read more... )

i'm feeling lots of intense emotions lately ( Read more... )