I'm almost through finalizing my job decision. It's been days of hardcore thinking and my brain is tired. I've accepted Pioneer's offer. When I know what my plans are I will let you know. I've got a lot of planning to do now. It never ends...

I know I've been out of the loop for a long while now. And this is a muy importante update...so keep reading ( Read more... )

Today I wore a Oregon Zoo t-shirt while stocking salmon in the Pequabuck River...compliments of Jessa. Without her, I would have been topless. Thank you, Jessa.

I think too much. In my head I imagine scenes in all the possible ways they could go down. It isn't healthy. I spend way too many minutes of the day analyzing..."What if it happens this way? And this way? And what if this? And then this? And then this?" Yes, this is what I do. I wish I didn't. It's wayyyyy toooooo time consuming and ridiculous. I ( Read more... )

And now for some potentially breaking news ( Read more... )

Man, I fucked things up with Dan in the past few months. I'm kicking myself in the ass every day about it. I wish he knew how truly I love him and want to be with him. My just saying it isn't enough. I love him and he's gone.

Count them! I received 4 new purses for Christmas! I only asked for one! It must be a pursey kind of year. The one I knew about was dark green leather...which I'd been looking for for forever! It's a Hobo brand too...which my mom says is what makes it expensive. I know it was over $100, which to me is outrageous ( Read more... )

I'm not asking much...My want list is as follows (in a particular order ( Read more... )

By far, Jessa has the best updates of any livejournaler around. She's got photos and great stories and cute one-liners. I love her updates as much as I love her ( Read more... )

I've gone into hiding. I'm separating myself from everyone except my parents (who can't be avoided) for a few days. I need a few days to sort out where I am in life, where I want to be, and who I really am right now. It's safe to say that yesterday this really worked well. And today has gone well also. It's most difficult to avoid Daniel. He is the ( Read more... )