I feel like shit. And nothing I want is getting any closer... it's all getting further away. I just always feel like I want to cry. I'm always tired but I can't sleep andI can't move and I'm just not happy. And I hate school so much. I really just want to be done with it. But I can't complain cuz I just dropped the crazy bitch I had and swithed my ( Read more... )

I don't really know how I feel right now. I just talked to matt for 4 hours... 2 of which he was crying. I wouldn't speak to him after I told him I was pregnant (BTW which I am not anymore)... he would call and I'd hang up, so he called Micah and asked him to get me to call him. So 3 days later I decided to call him ( Read more... )

So here it is, a little past new years and I'm alone (of course)sitting on my bed in the sexy lingere that sarah bought me (feeling not so sexy), witha box of cheez-its and watching adult swim. This is not how I really wanna remember last year or set the tone for the new one. YAY celebrating the fact that we've survived another year! Is that a good ( Read more... )

It hurts to be in love with someone you can't have

Man I am soo pissed cuz I can't find the name of a new song I heard on tha radio ( Read more... )

So this whole week I've been deciding my schedule for my senior year, and deciding my summer, and the rest of my life... And this is what it seems so far ( Read more... )

So wow its been a little while since i last wrote. Not much has happened though. I don't remember if I said anything but I met this dude in asheville- his name is tailor and hes 24 and hes goin into the army or air force or something military related. Hes cute too, and sweet and i kinda liked him. Well anyhoot i got his number from amber and i ( Read more... )

uh.... you guys, dont hurt me but.....

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i kissed matt...

IM SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!

*runs away and hides from attackers*

My computer has a virus! so i can't get on anymore til i fix it. *sad face* Oh well... what new with me- im failing TOK. except im going to turn in my late work tomorrow so i hope i wont be failing anymore! we'll see. And micah was a dick to me, and then he dated a cheerleader (laughed my ass off on that one!) and then they broke up cuz she's a ( Read more... )

It feels like its been a while since ive written. But then again days go by extremely slow lately. Everythings kinda blah, not good, but not necessarily bad either. Nothing sucks more or less than it has. Things are about the same. And nothings more depressing than the same old fuckin thing, ya know ( Read more... )