I kinda miss writing in here.

So uh, hey? Sup? *shifty eyes* I KNOW I KNOW I've neglected this fucking thing, but I DID move and then just kinda....lost interest? Not in my friends, no way. But I have an actual diary that I write personal shit in and I DO have a myspace that I write in from time to time ( Read more... )

Hello, hello! How the hell are ya? Hopefully fucking fabulous. I'm fabulous as well, thank you for asking. lol I'm literally asking livejournal all of this out loud while I'm typing. Then I laughed. Then I touched myself a wee bit. I KID! Seriously, though. How are you guys? From what I'm reading, the majority of you are doing well and that's the ( Read more... )

Philip went to his first appointment today to get evaluated and assigned and stuff for...*drum roll*...a therapist ( Read more... )

So...let's see...where to begin. Ah, yes. Philip's still in Detroit. He sent me an email yesterday that pretty much destroyed me. But the thing is...I don't think it's over. I honestly think he's going to try again, because that is what he does. He needs help. He really does. I can't be mad at someone that has severe emotional and mental issues ( Read more... )

Tom Petty was right: The waiting IS the hardest part.

Augh

NEW PUPPY! Don't know how to spell it, nor do I have the time or the patience to look up how to spell it, but he's 6 weeks old and his name is Cocoa and it's a Chihuahua. Again...no idea how to spell it. Fucking adorable though in like...an adorably hideous way ( Read more... )

All this catty back biting shit is starting to get to me. At first it wasn't, but now the seed of doubt has been planted and I can't stop wondering: does he seriously say this to every girl; does he mean what he says; how will I ever know if he actually means what he says when he apparently says the same fucking thing to everyone that he's been ( Read more... )

Sup, kids? So I haven't updated in forever. I've been kinda busy...ya know...with stuff...*looks down bashfully* And I dunno, I kinda feel too old to write in here anymore. Eh, I was thinking about deleting this but decided against it for the most part. I still like reading about all of you guys and everything, though. LENYA! Happy late birthday! I ( Read more... )

Oh thank GAD! For the past...however long...I have been dying. I mean seriously, the worst pain imaginable. Pain so bad that I should have been shooting kids out of my vagina and naming them. Not to mention: the constant peeing, puking, and not being able to eat. I lost three pounds in the past four days which is fantastic, but I digress ( Read more... )