looks like I'm moving back home with my parents. I'm tired of drama. I'm tired of scraping by. I barely made rent this month. and I have no money left over. I turn 21 sat. I'm excited. my brother had a good time hanging out. I miss that kid. I'll get to see more of him when I move back to tomball...giddy up. however my mom tells me I can't have my ( Read more... )

so I'm sick and I can't figure out who is the source. instead of job searching Ive been laying in bed the past week. smart huh? my brother comes into town tomorrow I'm sooo excited. I'm re-doing my bedroom. guess what? in less than 9 days I'll be 21 yep. I hope this year is good last year was good...except that the girl who threw the party is now a ( Read more... )

still no luck. my druggie brother is coming out for the weekend. stupid kid almost died last week. fuck that. I plan to show him that he can have fun with out doing drugs. it is possible.

so jen and I went swimming today. it was grand fun. now we are off to look for a job...and an apt.

why is it everytime I try to get along and things start to progress I get dumped on. ha. I just look for it now. I expect it.

so i got fired today.

well. so if everything could go wrong in one night...it did ( Read more... )

hmm. so it seems the whole world plots against me. those I long to be accepted by shun me. those who I adore ignore me. my best friend never talks to me anymore. his drug induced world controls him. I'm going to punch him in the face. sad thing is he's too weak to do anything about it. it's funny to thing of a 6'2 200 and some odd 16 year old as ( Read more... )

I went to south by south west this past weekend. it was amazing. I loved it. I only payed for two shows with a grand total of 15 bucks. I saw my favorite band play a private press party for free. then they gave me one of their t shirts. very cool. I learned alot about myself and I like that. it's been an eventful week. I haven't had much sleep ( Read more... )

I can't seem to get you out. you don't want in ( Read more... )