nickelback, puddle of mudd, n finger eleven concert was amazing!!!! well atleast nickelback was. lol. finger eleven was good. puddle of mudd sucked. but nickelback omg. i didnt like them b4 but now i love them lol. they did a memorial to dimebag. it was just amazing. it made the whole night. n the pyro show was great. just amazing. got to drink to ( Read more... )

so yea. i didnt really post a thing bout what i was thinking the day after the last one now did i. o well. fuck this thing anyway. who actually reads this. no one really. most the people who i even have friends on here i dont actually talk to. well actually. all my friends on this thing i dont talk to anymore. n the other people who use to read ( Read more... )

i look around n just feel horrible. this world. the people in it. all life. i feel horrible. the tao of pooh has taught me that there's good in everything. we just have to look for it instead of looking at the bad. which is true. give me anything n i can most likely find the good in it. the good that came from it. but still. i feel horrible for ( Read more... )

just got home from the family values tour. fucking great. evenescence was fucking good. korn was fucking amazing. worth the money ( Read more... )

something has been bothering me. i dont know what. i dont really know y i'm reading it in this thing. i hate this thing. but o well. i just got the urge to write it here so i did. but yea. something has been bothering me. a weird dark feeling. the moon isnt helping it either. there's something bout this moon. i dont like it. i've been gettin weird ( Read more... )

so i've came to a point in life that i wanna write down what's goin on... things have changed. a month ago i realized that i came to a fork. one way i could go which i feel i was goin was to death n darkness. i felt that if i kept goin the way i was goin that i was gonna end up becoming one of my worst fears again. becoming what i hate the most. i ( Read more... )

i sit here knowing my paths. i sit here with 3 roads i can take. i can keep taking the path i've been on. a path of nothingness. a path that is melded between my 2 sides. of happiness and rage. of good n evil. i can stay on this path that will lead to no where. or i can follow what was told to me a long time ago. n follow the demon inside of me. ( Read more... )

so yea. haven't really updated this in awhile. not much to say. stoped smokin. started to run again somewhat. school is almost over. had to drop enviromental bc the damn teacher failed me. fuckin bitch. o well. i'll have an associates degree next december. then i'll be workin on 2 more degrees. bio n comp. gonna go to a rutgers open house tuesday. ( Read more... )

wow it has been awhile. just checked it. last entry was in january. haha. o well. fuckin thing. i just remembered i still had this lol. yea lets see... been doing nothing but school and work. every so often go out and drink. n have poker either friday or saturday usally. but yea. lately shit has been going on in my head. like right now. fuckin a ( Read more... )

wow it's been awhile since i updated this thing. damn a few months i think. dunno anymore. everything is like melted together now. lets see. wow it's 07 already. well lets go over the past year.... started pretty crappy. started off really depressed. walkin down the rail road tracks towards farmingdale. that's how 06 started for me. became an ( Read more... )